New year, same you. You're not magically going to become some alpha male just because you made resolutions to dig yourself out of your loser pit. No amount of money, working out, or dating tutorials on Youtube are going to change what you really are deep down inside- a pathetic loser. 2019 will not be the year you rise, phoenix-like, transformed from a little twerp to a godly Adonis. Your fate is that of a pitiful dork- forever rejected, forever jerking off to femdom clips, forever alone.