Of course you keep coming back and of course you keep telling yourself that you won't do so any longer. That this time it will be different and you will be strong enough to no longer come back. How is that going for you? Can you resist? We both know the answer to that. You can't help yourself for coming back to My perfection. And I know you have been doubting whether its ethical to do this while loving your wife..... So shall we make this our last time?