Good morning, my dear.. and thanks for the company in the big bed. Since you went to college and your father is always away for work, I feel very lonely. Oh, I didn't want to make you feel guilty... it's only natural that you, my son, should have your life experiences far away from here. I'm just afraid that you're going to walk away and forget about your mom.. I remember when you were a little boy, I was the center of your world. I would like to experience that feeling again. Why don't you come closer to my breast? I would love to breastfeed again..would you be happy to do that? Don't worry, it's the most normal thing in the world for a mother to breastfeed her little boy! come near my big nipples.. take them in your mouth and suck them greedily. it's so beautiful.. our bonding is eternal. I love you so much, my son, and I will always be there for you.