Penis size does not determine your worth, boys. My tactic to succeed in porn, and which I also encouraged others to do for maximum efficiency with content-creating and “variety” was to create cringey titles and dialogues. The cringier the better in this industry. Because when someone is already behaving in cringey ways, nothing is off limits. Custom means someone paid $8-10/per minute (my rate) and gave me a plot summary. Some people literally give me scripts. I have no idea who enjoys this kink without feeling shame and like they are not worthy. Reliving trauma is not healthy and messes with your healing journey. Surround yourself with those that value you and see your inherent worth.