It's scrubbed your brain, hasn't it? Femdom "porn." The anti-porn. The mind scrambler. The numb-maker. Not only have I ruined you for sex, I've ruined you for porn. Haven't I? And you've tried. Even porn about your own fetish doesn't do it for you anymore. The things that turn on normal men are numb to you. Even you used to be "normal." Not anymore. Now, you can't cum without My degradation. You can't get off without My presence, My voice, My image. Somehow, watching a man rail a woman until she screams and begs for more does nothing for you. I've completely stripped you of all your manhood. Even your dick knows you have no business watching or participating in vanilla sex. When you watch a cock pump in and out of a tight, wet, dripping pink pussy, all you can think of are the filthy things you would do. Prepping that pussy for that cock, servicing that cock, watching that pussy get fucked right in front of your face as she humiliates you. You might even fantasize about licking up the creampie while being berated by the couple. All you want to do, when you see vanilla porn now, is beg Me for permission to degrade yourself between the two normal people fucking each other. But this is how you're meant to be. This is your identity: a worm, a nasty freak, a humiliation junkie. You need it. Otherwise, you can jerk and jerk and jerk and you'll never cum. Your sexuality is sickness. Is filth. Is perversion. Your sexuality is Sarah.