There's nothing that you have left in your life except for your compulsive masturbation problem and porn addiction. Your life is consumed in it and your mind is totally fucked from your excessive consumption. All that you think about is the moment you get to be alone so that you can jerk your lonely dick to hot woman that you're constantly fantasizing about. Without those countless nights of jerking off until your cock is raw, you wouldn't have anything to bring pleasure into your sexless loser life. You're so desperate during the moments you're not staring at your screen, and you and I both know that you'd rather go broke and starve than give up porn and live a life without masturbation. Porn is your life, and masturbation is all you have.