I bet your resolution to quit watching porn and save money for your "dreams" haven't lasted too long - after all, your deepest buried desire and dream is to be weak and submit to a superior woman. It is ingrained into you, it's your core. Yet you still try to fight it. Nonsense. It is only natural to submit to your true submissive calling, especially in the presence of such a flawless goddess that evokes the weakness in you with every single fiber of her existence. You need to goon to worship to submit to spend and the more you do so, the more you crave. Goon. Worship. Submit. Spend. A perpetual cycle of a gooner, a purpose that you can never outrun.