You come to Mistress Lourdes because you are a tiny cocked loser. You know this about yourself but you are trying to come to terms with it. You have already spoken with her before and she knows what you feel inside. You have to let go of what you feel and become who you are meant to be. You need to let go of the dreams of the girls and being an alpha and accept being a beta. The best you can hope for is to be a cuckold pet that learns to suck and clean and stroke alone. #milf #bbc #dildo #sph #verbal humilation #mistress