Being fat means being constantly attacked about my weight even when it has nothing to do with the topic at hand. I recreated what happened last time with my doctor (even recreating her voice). I was there because of my eyesight and migraines and she started insulting me because of my weight, making me undress to show her my body underneath the baggy clothes. It was a nightmare. I felt extremely humiliated. The ending is what I wanted to tell her.. but I didn't have the courage to do that.