You seem like a shy boy. Eager to get started, but nervous and unsure of how to go about it. There is no need to be so intimidated. It's okay to give in and embrace findom. There is nothing wrong with being a pay bitch. Everyone has a purpose, and yours happens to be a findom loser. You should accept it. No need to feel overwhelmed. I am able to gently guide you into financial submission, and you'll wonder why you didn't begin your journey years ago.