I'm already partially undressed, wearing only the top half of my costume, since I've been having sexual fantasies and must mortify my flesh in penance! I'm recording it of course, on video, to ensure that I don't cheat, and so that I have a record in case I need to punish myself even more severely in future! First of all, I must kneel for 5 minutes on the spiked punishment mat. I keep my toes pointed for the first few minutes, then curl my toes under for the next few minutes, to intensify the pain even further! When I finally get to the end of this portion of the punishment, my knees are covered in little pinpricks and it even hurts to kneel on the soft carpet! However, my punishment isn't over! Removing even more of my costume, leaving me in just the headpiece, I add clover clamps to my nipples (agony!) and then pick up the red leather flogger. I face away from the camera (giving you an excellent view of my bare feet again) and commence with 5 minutes of self-flogging too! What a dreadful ordeal. But I'm SURE it will stop me having sexual fantasies about the bishop in future!