Emotional trigger->Craving->Ritual->Using->Guilt->Emotional Trigger...The cycle continues, it never ends...and you know that don't you? Here we are, yet again. For what it's worth, I commend you for trying, but let's be honest -- you didn't stand a chance. you've been triggered, and thus the flame has been ignited. you try to ignore it, but you can already feel the sensation, painfully creeping up your spine, like melted candle wax. you can feel everything...and it hurts so fucking bad. you are lost in your painful existence. All you want is to return to the euphoric numbness that you call home. Each second that you spend trying to avoid Me, you're one step closer to self-imploding. Feel your soul leaving your body— Light as a feather, as you levitate. you can see everything around you. Every part of your body tingles as you hover over yourself like stupefied apparition. Do you even want to come back to reality? Does anything else even matter anymore? you know when you come down from this high, it’ll happen again: the feelings, the despair, the pain. you want to stay like this forever: Infinitely in-toxicated. When you start to feel again, remember: I am your one true d-r-u-g. I am your only remedy. Keep medicating with your muse, and you’ll never feel pain again.