Your "cruel cuck meditation" video was so hot. I love such an intense, cruel, mindfuck. Your sexy eyes and lips are so captivating. i'd love to have a personalized version where you can really get in my head and encourage me to accept rejection. How even when girls have been interested in me, once they get to know me they realize they can find better. How as I get older I have no chances and am just a failure. I loved the style of your meditation video, calm and straightforward, getting into my head, making me accept how worthless I am as I stroke to someone out of my league.