This was a custom request Part 1 Your man just left the house. Finally! It felt like he would never leave! You run to your purse and search for your pack of cigarettes. Yes, you have the pack and your lighter. You smell the fresh pack, the fresh smell of tobacco. You cannot wait any longer to finally smoke! After lighting , you drag long and hard and inhale deep: There! You feel the smoke hitting your lungs, the nicotine running through your body. Yes, this is what you wanted! So relaxing! You do love to smoke cigarettes! You smoke deeply, fully enjoying the smoke and nicotine that was missing from your lungs and body. Why is your man such an anti-smoker! Why can he not understand! Can't he not see how sexy smoking can be? Smoking somehow always gets you exited... You so enjoy flirting with men when smoking with your best friend. But your husband doesn't get it and only whines about it. It makes you very sad. You always have to hide your habit: You smell of smoke after work and after going out. You smell of smoke even after shopping! You often go for a 'walk' to secretly smoke. You tell him the smell comes from your best friend and colleagues and he believes you! Do you consider quitting? No way! You love feeding your lungs. You love the feeling of inhaling deeply. You don't want miss your cigarettes, ever.