You don't deserve what other men get. You are fixed on a completely different path, one that only losers like you can go down. Real men don't have to beg for attention like you do. Real men don't get denied like you do. You've been rejected so much in your life that you've fetishized it, turning it into a depraved obsession. You get instantly hard when you're ignored and humiliated. The only way women will ever want you is as a slave. So do what you do best, loser - submit.