On this day I am seated on my main door at the balcony facing my neighbors garden,there is something arousing from the openness of life outside of my house. I feel seen and exposed. Even though I am an indoors lover and feel safe inside,there something about exposure that turns me on. That makes want to be desired. I want someone to watch me,and get amazed,wonder and get surprised,of how a decent looking woman like myself,is unbothered masturbating outside, where she risks being seen by people of all kind. I want to give them the look of 'i see you,join me if you can.' I want to be the center of their conversations,as they talk to their friends about me. I want to haunt their imaginations when they are alone. I want to be their guilty pleasure. I want to arouse their feelings and evoke their thoughts. They is you!