It takes a lot to let myself cry. But once I start, the tears keep going until they run out. After an emotional day that hit a lot of freshly scarred heartaches, I couldn't keep my composure anymore once I was home. I start tearing up, feeling the eye makeup start to run as my eyes tear up. Then, my face crumbles into sobs while the tears run down my cheek, smearing my dark eye makeup. Despite wiping away tears, my body shakes as I keep sobbing. By the end of my cry, my blue eyes are smeared with dark eye makeup that has completely gone array.