I bet that you feel really good right now don't you? And if you don't... you know that you are about to! After all, that's why you come here. You come to get that Mmmmm feeling. A feeling is unmatched by anything. Whether you come here to feel good, or bad, the result is always pleasure. So why do you constantly self sabotage your own happiness? Guilting yourself because of 'her', or reasoning with yourself because of financial 'responsibility', pushing the same ridiculous narrative that subconsciously builds a roadblock preventing you from enjoying your life to the maximum. Think realistically... can something THIS good, really be bad?