I want you to accept your denial - I want you to accept that it’s permenant. It’s forever, it’’s exactly what your need, it’s who you are. No pleasure, no enjoyment, no giving in to your “needs” - THIS is what you need. Luckily you have me to guide you, to support you. You can make me proud, you can please me , all you have to to do is to deny yourself from now on. All the time - FOREVER