My Sir and I were asked to do a demo scene for a recent event. The audience’s BDSM experience ranged from newbies to seasoned kinksters. The thought of being watched has always been a turn-on for me, but this time was a little different. Doing an actual demo changed my thought process about mentally preparing for a scene. My usual excitement and anticipation was mixed with anxiety about not disappointing the group we were doing the demo for. I know as the sub in the scene I have a passive role, but I am not good at faking sexual excitement. It has to be genuine for me. I have to really be in the scene and settle into subspace and embrace the experience. Luckily for me, Sir took control as he does so well, guiding me with his calm voice and firm touch. I looked at the faces in the crowd as he attached my wrist and ankle restraints. Their expressions ranged from smiles to curiosity and awe. My anxiety level began to peak as SIr blindfolded me and attached me, facing out, to a Saint Andrews. Now with my mind only occupied with the sensations of my restraints and my Master's voice, I was able to settle into subspace and embrace the experience. What follows has to be watched since it's so hard for me to put into words. sub Vivian