You're such a loser that there's really no point in trying to change. Self-improvement is a waste of energy for someone so utterly hopeless. Sure you could swear off porn, quit femdom, and that would make you less of a loser...until you inevitably relapse and come crawling back for more. So what can a loser do when there's no hope?  Give up. It's okay to be a loser. It's who you are. You're a femdom addict for life. You just need to stop fighting it and start practicing some loser self-acceptance. Give up hope. Give in to the addiction. Give up your last morsels of self-respect, and be as pathetic as you can be.