I'm in labor and wrapping my robe around me. I'm talking to you about how I feel like I am being torn apart because it is too big. How am I possibly supposed to birth 12lbs? I feel like my back is going to break and I my belly and pussy is going to tear. I cuss because the contractions are so bad. I show my belly and rub it and then finally take my robe off and I am naked underneath. I then cannot take it anymore and decide to try to push, but it is so big I feel like I can't do it, but I am desperate to try. I'm being ripped apart.