Getting out of bed is pure agony for you .You can't remember the last time you weren't in pain. You hate your life and taking care of yourself is a chore in itself . You can't bring yourself to shower most days . You're a sad loser who will never escape your sad life. Your attempts to pull yourself up only lasts for a few hours before your back to self loathing . Not even sle..ep helps you escape your worthless life anymore. You're trapped in a world that couldn't care less about you . You're so lucky you have me. The only one who ever acknowledges you.