It's simple, all you need to do us send the smallest amount per week or accordingly. Pay for My smoothies, Tea's... you know, the little expenses. Don't run off all afraid of the big purchases because I also have small things that need paid for ... duhhh. So small brain idiots like yourself are perfect for this job. These small, thoughtful acts... regularly, add up ! They have meaning towards them. It's honestly about consistency, communication and that's when you'll receive some attention, some playtime for yourself.