I know you love Me. I know you love sending and contributing to My life-but I also know some part of you fantisizes about more. You fantasize about Me fully controlling your life, being your girlfriend, or in your life at all besides when you pay Me. I know it hurts when I tell you I would stop responding if you stopped paying. I know it seems cruel and cold, but guess what? Life isn't fair, and you and I just aren't in the same league. Men like you are so easy to take advantage of because you are so infatuated with Me, you would do anything to keep Me happy, and in your life. So I will continue to use you, and exploit your weakness for women and infatuation with Me.