Your whole life you lived with this small little penis, that must be so sad.. at first you were embarassed about it and I can understand you but you didn't want the guys at the locker room in highschool to know because all of the jokes, they made fun of your small useless pindick haha. Also when a girl first saw it I bet she laughed probably as much as I do right now. You were probably so embarassed about, but with the time passing you find out there are many guys like you that get off to femdom porn.. where you pay hot girls to humiliate you and laugh about your small penis and you love it.