I'm laying in bed writing in my diary while wearing an Abena M4 diaper, a purple onesie, and thigh highs. I squirm around as I've been holding my pee. I soon can't take it. I get up and pee in the diaper. I show off the wet diaper, squishing and admiring it. Then I again hold my pee in until I'm desperate and fill up the diaper even more. Hours pass and I have to go again. I don't know how much more it can hold! I go again and this time it leaks. Opps!