I couldn't bear the intense urge to wet my diaper with my urine, I got it too soaked! and more of feeling my father as he spanked me and left my buttocks very red, while I was putting on the diaper so that I did not wet the bed with my own urine. My whimsical babe behavior made him angry and I was happy to see him so furious, it made me have fun and he will play on his anger.