Have you ever considered what your life would be like if you weren't such a porn addict? Have you ever wondered what it would be like to be normal? If there was no humiliation or being bossed around? Too bad you'll never get to actually have that. You wish more than anything that you were normal but that's never going to happen. It's a harsh truth, but it's just reality. You can hate it all you want but you only have yourself to blame, you did this to yourself. You fucked this up all on your own and now you're hopelessly stuck. You can hate your fetishes all you want but they aren't going away. Blame yourself, hate yourself, it's all entirely your fault.