What made you think you were ever going to break this addiction? Denying it is pointless. You always have been and always will be helplessly addicted to porn. Every little glimpse that you get of a big ass, a pair of perky tits or soft lips triggers you so badly. Watching video after video, lubing your cock and fucking your fisst, gooning over and over and over and over has taken over your life to the point of complete collapse. Total personal failure and it's your own fault. You see a beautiful, evil woman in front of you, and you can't look away. You're a fucking pig. You have to masturbate. There are no other options.