All my dad does any more is work. I miss him so much. I miss how much alone time we used to spend together. We used to go to the movies, he used to help me with my homework. It feels like forever since I've been able to hang out with just my dad. Tonight, Mom is away, and I'm so excited to steal my dad's attention. I saw my mom giving my dad a special kind of massage. I haven't been able to stop thinking about it since. I haven't been able to stop thinking about her touching my dad. I want to touch him that way. I want to know what that feels like. I want to be close to him like my mom.