It's been a long time of suppression that you just don't know how to channel correctly. You wish and crave to embody the femininity that a goddess like me possesses, except you just have not come to terms with it yet. You know that you are attracted and drawn to women, yet not in the same sense as most alpha men. You're a bit different. I suggest you listen, as this clip may be the answer to many of your problems. It may even provide the epiphany you need. There's an answer to your envy. You were destined to be a sissy...