I'm sure I'm not the first one to break it down to you, you have been met with such reactions on yourself pretty much your whole life, haven't you loser? Your pathetic existence oozes misery and calls for humiliation from basically every woman you've ever encountered, but you have to amplify it with your weakness for powerful, arrogant, selfish women like me. No surprise women like me always use you, mock you, reject you and take all your money. You're literally begging for it. You don't even need to say a word and you've got it coming to you. You're manipulated into sending, stroking and getting rejected as your default and there is nothing you like more than that, you've already gotten used to how pathetic you are, you sexualize rejection and humiliation and the more I berate you, the weaker and more susceptible you grow. The more women hate you, the more you want to worship and pay them. You're never gonna be different and I'll always use the fuck out of you. And it makes you utterly fucked for me, doesn't it, loser?