It's clear to me now. You're addicted to gooning . No matter what you do , your mind always comes back to being locked away in your room while jerking off . I want you to embrace it . I know that you can't help it. Over time, your addiction has grown beyond measure and has taken up so much of your time . The only solution is to go deeper into your addiction and not look back . I want you to goon for me . I know you can do it . I want you to show me .