This is a TBT ('Throwback Butt Training') video from 2013. Years ago when I first started my journey into conscious sex and Tantra it was recommended to me to masturbate in front of the mirror. The reasons that resonated most with me were: 1) Getting used to seeing myself experiencing pleasure 2) Discovering the turn on of watching myself explore my unique and authentic expressions of pleasure 3) Helping me to let go of shame 4) Helping to explore self love and appreciation. I came out in an era of a lot of bottom shaming. When I was in my 20's and 30's, I knew of very few men who announced themselves as bottoms and in the gay communities I lived in bottoms were considered feminine and less than. I was an exclusive top for many years before discovering the ecstacy of the prostate and penetration. Once that switch was pulled there was no turning back ;). I did still have some psychological work to do around taking pride and ownership of my bottom side. Observing yourself masturbate while stimulating your hole and prostate is an awesome way to connect with your receptive desires and enhance your comfort level in that role. Grab your favorite toy and join me for an orgasmic ride for our cocks and holes.