this isn't a video i normally would post. so read this before watching maybe? this video includes me being in complete restrains to a point where i couldn't move at all & it caused strain on my legs. that's not something ive ever done before. the plan for this video was to be blindfolded & pretty much have my partner do whatever he wanted. he used a vibrator, tickler, paddle & hot wax. during all of this, i started getting a lot of anxiety since i couldn't move. by the end, i was in a complete panic attack. i didn't do much editing at all. i removed time where it was completely silent due my partner setting out to grab something & the very end. the end i felt too vulnerable to put online. i decided to post this anyway because i feel like the porn industry doesn't show much 'real' things when it comes to sex. things can go wrong. consent can be taken away. not everyone enjoys the 'rough' sex.