You've never been a real man- you might be able to fool the world, but I see right through you. You are a weak, porn addicted pervert and years of your addiction has made you a weak, maleable mind ready to be trained. You are made for this life. You are meant to be a mindless drone, stroking and following commands without hesitation. It feels so good to sexualize your addiction, to sexualize your life! You know this isn't normal- spending this much time and money obsessing over women on the internet who don't even care about you- but you can't help it, it just feel RIGHT. Stroke to it, and embrace it. There isn't a point of trying to run, time has proven that you will never change, and running only makes you crawl back even more desperate than you were before. You're going to be a porn addicted pervert for life! This IS your normal!