Pussy is a glorious, magical thing. It's like a unicorn. Very rare, enchating. And you are desperate to see it, experience it, touch it, taste it and so on. To have it, invade it. Ew! As much as you want it, as much as your very core and being worships and wants it, aches for it, gets weaker and weaker for it. It simply isn't for you. You will have to accept, that pussy is a vague concept only available to a small number of men ( and women), but you are exluded from that club, forever, with no way to buy your way in.