Every time you get horny and start jerking it, you think about the magical vagina. It's truly magical to you, like a unicorn. Rare and impossible for you to even witness. Your small dick desires it, imagines it, like a fever dream. But we are on topic here, it is small, smaller, the smallest. There is no pussy for you, no unicorns. Stop dreaming and accept how it is, you will face sexual rejection for the rest of eternity.