My presence in your life is a gift, a blessing & you need to pay for it... you need to suffer for me. You owe me- pain and suffering. Don't worry, I'll guide you into it... I want you to hurt your balls for me! My favorite device is my ballcrusher, but I know not all men have this hanging around... So I recommend various implements and instruct you to slap/hit those balls in between strokes... how nice of me to allow you even a little pleasure in between pain! I'm so good to you, such a kind Goddess. I'll slowly work you up to accepting and loving more and more (consensual) pain. You'll learn to love edging & cbt-- because it gives me pleasure.