At the beginning I was worried Luke always stopping for cleaning will be annoying or hassle. I was afraid that it would be hard to find a time, or I would not in the mood to have him constantly around. Let me tell you I was dead wrong. As we are not a couple and we don’t live together, it’s wonderful. It just create this absolutely natural cycle of meetups. The days when we don’t meet are great for thinking and planning. And his next visit is always around the corner. It literally could not be better. I feel like I have always something to look for. And I am really grateful for it, for you guys supporting me, for Luke being my toy and overall for the time I am having. While I am trying to push Luke a little outside his comfort zone I am trying to do the same for me. I’ve already learned (at least a little) to say what I want. For example when I recently told him I would like some pussy licking. But there are things I’ve been still a little conscious about. Masturbate by myself while looking at him caged is one of them. It’s something I wanted to try. It’s something I want to be confident enough to do. So I’ve decided that it’s time. I’ve entrusted Luke with a camera and instructions to not shoot me too explicitly, because he’s not the only one I wanted to tease by this. I’ll be honest, I felt a little shy at first. Exposed. But it kinda turned me on, so I kept going. As I was getting more aroused I started to feel a little bolder, daring. As I was masturbating with my wand I was looking at Luke, seeing him in cage, unable to do anything while still horny from the last time… I felt so hot. I guess a little power trip? I was fully aware I will publish it later, so in a sense he wasn’t the only one watching. There was a whole audience in my mind. I imagined all of you watching this. Some jerking of, some locked like Luke. And that thought of exhibitionisms caught me so wet. So enjoy, this is for you, I’ve already enjoyed you watching me.