You crave submission, to know the stark difference between us. Me always ascending, living my best latex lifestyle... and you plunging deeper - this need to serve washing over you. In hindsight, I've been too generous with you, too soft and too lenient. It ends today, and a new deeper level of submission and serving begins with your first ruined orgasm for me. I'm going to keep you in this delicious needy headspace, there will be no pesky post-nut clarity, just a building and growing desire. You want to descend into this headspace, a world of yearning and craving is more satisfying that a brief fleeting rush of pleasure.