paying for sex with yourself Come goon, drool, and stroke to the goddess that fuels your addiction or verbal humiliation so that you my pathetic one can get off. Jerk away as I laugh at you and your best sex moments jerking to my curvy body paying for sex with your hand while real men enjoy the pleasures you'll never know. How does it feel knowing they get to tear the lingerie from body that you bought? How does it feel knowing we dine on your dime while you sit there paying for what you will never have?