Your only pleasure is through denial, cumming stopped being relevant a long time ago, you're stuck in an even better addiction. An addiction to denial, an addiction to hold back and throb. Not one pump, no matter how delicious the tease is, you can only obey. Your cock is out of your control, literally out of your hands. Accept denial, accept the tease, stay a humble beta loser. You don't deserve any better, stay below, the view is just too perfect to resist.