Your nightly masturbation routine is embarrassing in itself. It's beyond normal, healthy release at this point. What you do is self-humiliation. It's excessive and obsessive. Your stroking is an exercise of beta male reinforcement. That's where I come in. I know how to make you feel even more ashamed. I can hone your guilt to a sharp edge. I enjoy it, in fact. Kicking you while you're down (and horny) delights me.