Keep pumping and stroking, the goon state is where you belong. With each orgasm send, send and orgasm, do this until doing this becomes a part of your life, a necessary and crucial part of survival. You need to send to have the best orgasms, the bigger the send, the bigger the orgasm. You learn this, you live this, you love this. This is where you belong. Cum Till You're Poor, and then and only then will you experience true bliss. The meaning of life.