My ex-boyfriend cheated on me for 5 years and ended up calling me ugly and dumping me, which is why I'm here. My ex treated me rudely, called me fat and ugly, I endured this for a long time, because I loved him. We met for 5 years and every year he had less and less sex with me, he said that I needed to lose weight and my figure was disgusting to him. And when a war broke out in our country, Ukraine, because of which I lost my job, he admitted that all these 5 years he had been cheating on me with other girls and he needed me only because of the money. I gave him money all the time because he was unemployed. He left me as soon as I lost my job. I miss male attention so much, that's why I'm on this platform. Am I not able to excite a man, and my body is so ugly? I really want sex with a real man, but I can't afford to give myself to someone without love! In the video, I show my emotions and desires, which in real life I have to hide. I really missed male attention. Not enough attention from a man who will like me for who I am