I'll teach you how to be conditioned into it feeling good...comfortable. As if it doesn't even exist. It all begins with your mind. How you view money. I can take you to that place. Just listen to me, and your situation won't be so bad. You won't feel that pinch of guilt or shame in sending big...or small. It will be effortless, natural, and endorphin releasing. You've been conditioned into believing that you are a man by having a big bank, but they key to being a man is really providing for and spoiling superior women. THAT is what should make you feel masculine. Don't worry about the debt. Don't even think about it. Get to a place of comfort knowing that money always comes back.