My husband is going out of town this weekend & my mind immediately goes to you - not that I haven't already been constantly thinking about you anyways...I decide to come over and see you. I can't hide how excited I am, I told myself I wouldn't let myself get excited, but I can't help it. Then I realize you have another woman over. I'm beyond embarrassed...and jealous. So you can't imagine how relieved I feel when you ask me to stay and ask her to leave. We always fall back into the same old pattern...OUR same old pattern...and I think that's why I can't stay away...why I can't have closure with you. I don't think I'll ever be able to stop.