It's always interesting to me how much you flounder when I'm gone. How much you struggle to get through day to day. Nothing is the same when I'm not around, everything feels off when I'm not there. A day without me is just plain wrong, it shouldn't happen. So when I don't post for whatever reason, you're left entirely unsure of what to do with yourself. You aren't used to having any control over your life. When it's finally in your hands you don't know what to do with it. You're lost.